Ok so this is a very different blog post than usual, lol, or maybe not even at all idk. But recently I've been sitting in my armchair smoking my 1930's vintage pipe while ruminating on such fantastical, new-age wonders such as porn, online art, and the internet pampering of horribly atrocious misdeeds and wrongdoings... like rape, abuse, incest, pedophilia, zoophilia, necrophilia, cinephilia, misogyny, racism, and etc!!! Fun I know!!! But as someone who is very disconnected in general from such overly suggestive attributes, I feel it'd be neat to just ramble and rant on about it, from my sort of non-perverse but overly crude point of view, lmfao. Basically this post is a slightly unironic version of this:
Now, obviously I think I should state that I'm not some 90 year old, decrepit, NO FUN ALLOWED librarian who wants whatever I don't personally like censored and banished from the ethers of the internet. People should by all means generally be able to enjoy whatever the hell they want, especially, y'know, if its with their consent and done without malicious intent or anything such as that. That's all fine and dandy for sure, I really could care less whether or not your into big, wrinkled, cartoon feet, or vore, or inflation, or big dommy mommy penis futa, or even long cocks that extend from beach outhouses. But it's also fair to say that that's some of the most unironically hilariously stupid and actually baffling garbage a human can possibly dream up. It's insane to me, even still after having been exposed to many of the silly nonsense on the internet from a very young age, that these sorts of things not only exist, but that so many find unabashed, genuine pleasure in. Some even gain cult followings and live very well off from their big penis cum foot mustard tumblr smut art, it really just confounds me to no end, as well as makes me laugh wayyyy too damn much.
As well as the fact that, for context, I am not someone who in general finds pleasure in many erotic notions, rarely do i even find anything positive at all in relation to porn or nsfw art. I would say I'm not a very hateful person much at all, if anything probably the opposite, but I do find a bit of un-ease from a lot of that sort of community, especially online. I'll point and laugh, but also have a tiny tad bit of just kind of, like, disgust or sadness over what many others seemingly find endlessly appealing. Which is not to say that I'm some morally perfect person who hates anything even slightly crude, if anything quite the opposite, I revel in that sort of thing, but I just get such morose over many of what seems super normalized and accepted by so many others. Even when young I found so much of it very, foreign, or just silly and stupid, which I suppose would later help in me understanding that I'm most definitely asexual. That being said, I do find some positives in that area, with generally suggestive stuff such as nudity, pinups, and certain clothing all being things I heavily find fascinating and extremely interesting. However though, that really is just from an artist's stand point more than anything, It's similar to something like smoking or drinking, they're cool aesthetically and fun to draw, but I'm not a chain-smoker or alcoholic.
But at the end of the day I mostly see much of it as not only hilariously stupid drivel, but with some slight distaste that confounds me a great deal. It really does feel so, mindless, having so absolutely very little value, or maybe none at all, if you don't find those sexual ideas pleasing. I'd also argue it constitutes many of the worst parts of people and the internet as a whole, entire groups coddling each other in their own filth as they make vapid arguments to support their inexcusable likings. Such as, again, incest, rape, pedophilia, zoophilia, etc, etc, etc. Porn also playing a part in the worsening of so many I would say, from someone over time refocusing their personal art to merely crude nsfw, to even more severe problems like porn addiction and a broken view of the world at large. There are weird amounts of porn that dive deep into topics that seem the exact opposite of pleasing, like cuckoldom, racism, sexism, suicide, pain, and many others that convey similar ideas of unpleasantness. Which is truly strange to me, people actively worsening and ruining not only themselves physically, but also to an extant mentally as well, all for some weird, short-term satisfaction or dopamine rush is nothing short of absolutely saddening to me.
So while it's not profuse exactly, I've been desensitized and amused by such stupid crap since very young, It really is still just a bit kind of sad. Seeing many around me be so unironically into similar ideals really grinds me silly little gears in my brain. And while I might have more to say, I think this is the note I'll end on for now!! LOL!!! Hopefully next blog post is on something more interesting, lololol, just wanted to rant and rave a bit on things I've thought of b4, teehee. Bye stupids lmfaoooooooooooooooooooooooooo
